Thursday, April 29, 2010

对你的爱越深就越来越心痛


总想留住你匆匆的身影
让我能有此刻的安宁
明知我的梦像那飘忽的风
却把我的心托付在梦中
总想留住你回眸的笑容
遮住我心忧伤的阴影
明知你的心再也看不懂
却宁愿相信你痴痴等
总想拥有自己的天空
却无奈流逝太多的青春
明知你的心再也看不懂
却宁愿相信你痴痴等
对你的爱越深就越来越心痛
留住你的人留不住你的心
梦中的你何时能回头
给我一个温暖的背影

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

好撚憎啊!

點撚算啊?

仆撚街啦!

屌撚你啊!

咁撚多女唔撚煩.你系都要搞距!

你系咪癡撚線咖?

點解你要咁做咧?。。想點樣啊?

做仔做到你咁撚仆街..

仆街,就系你條撚樣搞到我無心溫書啊!

屌你老母臭系!

你煩夠就收皮拉!仆街,人系有容忍度咖!

你個仆街我真系好撚想屌獲你.

無計噶喺...我唔可以咁做

你試下俾我見到你一面啊。

將對你狗眼打爆距..含家產啊!!

妖!!!!

Saturday, April 24, 2010

I can't ply it cool...Nt with u...With other girls I cant chat smooth or nt at all...But with u it's so different...Thr is something abt u...I just I feel nervous around u,nt out of fear or worry...I try my best to do something funny or sound cool but somehow I always end up doin something stupid...Epic fail huh? Don't get me started abt d times I day dream abt u..When goins duno which shopping i see u in elevator n i goin 2 crush on u...I hv a random smile and the weird looking gals thinks I'm checking her out n i rmb that v play X-box...But I hv to say worst of all, I hate the geeky voice I somehow always hv when I talk to u...but i cnt ply it cool at all...bcoz i @#$...No matter hw hard I try to sound normal I just sound so riddiculus that I'm sure u laugh as much at my lame jokes as my voice...(just dream..sigh!!)

With u..I can't control myself,every moment is so precious to me.

But d thing that most gets me
...





Do u wanna come over
- n kill some time
Do u wanna come over
- n kill some time
Do u wanna come over
- n kill some time...

Friday, April 23, 2010

丘世翔!!...



你憑什麼可以得到你想要的東西??



你有努力過嗎?..



你有嘗試過嗎??



你知道為什麼每次都總是失敗嗎?



你認為自己真的很慘嗎??



上一次的經歷你還覺得不夠嗎??



到今天你有改變過嗎??




我真的受夠了.....



我真的盲目了.....



結果總是一樣的....



為何我還要有期望?



原來一直都只是我自欺欺人....

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

人最害怕的是什麼?
是孤獨,是煩惱,還是死亡?
如果時間能回到過去的一星期
我會作一個什麼的決定
我真的不能回答
心情真的很低沉
一時之間好像分不清所有
是對還是錯
我想到一個地方找尋答案
現在...就出發

Monday, April 19, 2010

你真系??

什么都可以
哪敢往右Oh
完全都听
这样好过
什么都不想
偏偏往右Oh No
什么都不爽
这样怎么过Oh
现在
发现
们就是这样哎啊
到底什么
现在不管
不然怎么
们以前有多好
爱到老
但是现在关系变得好可笑Oh No
不是
神经太大条
不是
爱发牢骚
怎么结果会变成这样Oh
不然
怎么样
的是怎样是怎样

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Cold is ntg,
Cold is just a feeling,
Cold is a reminder
Cold tells u huddle up,stick together
Cold says its time to rest,time to shelter,time to eat,
Cold will make u a blanket from leaves,
Cold helps u build a fire,
Cold makes u see d power of a cup of tea,
Cold is sent to test u.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

V Will Roam These Satanic Hills

When d darkness comes v knw to lift d fires...d demons roam d hills seeking what v hold dear...V cower in fear till V realize that d demons are not inf act the poison v fear... But in fact D demons r our essence... Our true underlying being...V put so much emphasis on acting morally correct yet v always turn around and do what v swear ourselves against...I guess thats what I've always hated... Those ppl that sit on their high horse n parade in self righteousness...Proclaiming that they nvr do things and they stand up for what is right...But everyone knw when they look closely that these ppl r just as full of shit as the rest of us. Is it so hard to accept that none of us truly hold ourselves accountable for our actions...That v r not willing to sacrifice ourselves for anything other than personal gain...I admit I'm guilty...I've always been guilty...

d days r getting shorter n it feels like my head is getting heavier...I don't knw what is going thru my mind anymore...It feels clogged up it feels unsure it feels... I just don't knw myself some days. Maybe my fringe is getting too long and its just clogging up my mind...But it feels like d cold has an extra bite which is cutting deeper that I imagined it could...D flux is so crazy these days,my mind is just awash with this feeling of being down trodden...Not suppressed as such but as if a fog has overcome me...Mayb its just d season...My mental clock is resetting itself, back to basic really...I don't even knw what I'm writing anymore...

I just I hate winter for d feeling...I love it for d sleeping...I love it for d colour...I love it for d lights...I hate summer for d feeling...I hate it for the sleeping...I love it for d ppl...I hate it for everything else...Mayb its just this country is not suited to me...Mayb I should just go away n disappear for a few years till the day I am forgotten then return in a haze...Of course everyone forgets me..u think I don't remember each of u...I watched u walk past for many years nt knowing if u knew me or nt...Or ignoring when d sense of me came about...d thing is I see everyone,much b4 they see me... Thats why if I dislike u I can disappear...u think I haven't seen A in awhile...But I hve,of course I leave b4 she gets her chance to see me...I'm not ashamed to say I hv ntg left to say to her...I couldn't care less for my belongings anymore...I couldn't care less for d ppl in between who v were all frens with...d truth is I never cared for d ppl in between...They were a means to an end..

I don't even knw what my mood is right nw. A mixture of angst.... Hate.... Worry?

Monday, April 12, 2010

Who's goin to watch u die

Hv u ever had 1 of those days when ntg monumental happens,n u just feel alone... I love these cold days in some ways,walking alone thru d streets allows me to gather my thoughts....Watching d ebb n flow of d ppl...Feeling d wind on my fingertips,d lights burning my eyes...It seems that v are on our separate paths nw...As with many things in life,they don't stay d same...Whr v once were fren nw it seems v are in an uneasy truce...V see each other on d street but v ignore each other...v look at each other knowing n remembering but d past means ntg...D sun once shone on the both of us,nw it is as if V r poles apart.

There remains for us but a lifetime to cry


V find solace in the glow our cigarette tips...Peace in the bottom of our bottle,but d sorrow which inhibits us all cannot b suppressed for long...Like a drone in the back of our ears it is always thr...Waiting for our moment of weakness...Waiting for...Waiting for us to realize that everything v hold dear means nth in d end...When they ask if I'm happy,of course v answer yes...But in fact it is at that moment when v r winning that uneasy truce.






A little Bit Lost A little Bit Empty

A little Bit Lonely A little Bit Isolated

A little Bit Cold Here A little Bit Cold

A little Bit Fearful A little Bit Hopeful

人大了,誰人沒有壓力呢 ?

盡管你是一個什麼身份地位的人

都一定有你應有的壓力

壓力之大

可以令人緊張,落淚,崩潰,嚴重的甚至尋死

雖說我已經找不到舒緩壓力的方法

可是壓力仍然在推使我前進

PEACE

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

They hide in blood and bone...d feelings that we wish to suppress d emotions we wish would nvr b felt...Deep inside where on d surface they seem hidden..but with a touch or a glance,they all burst out like d breaking of a thousand dams...But its these things which make us who we are...Why turn away from d things which can b used to make us strong...To steel us for d coming battle...

Maybe it is dangerous to think in such a way. To turn what we once held dear into a weapon...into our courage...But maybe, just mayb it will get u thru another day...Get u closer to that day when all will b right an...

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点

你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
我又在摇头 有那么点后悔
爱情的发展已难以回头 却无法往前走

但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽 带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近 带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点

但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽 带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近 带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好


你的眼神充满美丽 带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近 带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好