Break my fall

I don't knw whr life will take me...

I don't knw what chance I hv..

But,even if thr is none,I knw I want to try..

Just to b close..Almost close enough to touch...

Just to b near...

I was never d good guy...

I was never in d right place at d right time...

I choose d wrong way..

I guess what I'm saying is...I miss u...

Even with other ppl,I thought of u...

d truth is,I couldn't see u more...

Not bcoz of my excuses...Bcoz I was afraid...

Stupid hey...

Well... What Can I do nw?..

Just hope...

I've been talking to myself forever it seems...

But I'm looking for u... and I know on... day Ill find you.

Unforgivable

It ain't over till its over and my world falls down.

When it comes close I'll have you know.

It's just a matter of time.

On A good Day

I was wrong....

I just I don't think its worth being fren right nw...

Yeah I felt used, yeah I felt like I'm just a convenience...

But Yeah I got it wrong...

Doesnt chg d fact that I need fren who try..

ones that mean something

not ones I just say hi to

I stopped needing them along time ago...

Thats why I like to be alone

thats why I sit with my headphones in blocking out d world..

u can Say I don't get how d world works....

Mayb I do, but I stopped playing d game awhile ago...Mayb its time I stopped n I said

we were fren,but that was in d past...Now we are like two ships in d night...

If life wants to b like that then its fine with me.

No point in having ppl to watch your back...If u dont hv ppl around u there is no one to stab u in d back...

Feel It in My Bones

I just dont need it anymore..

Its part of life,so I'm dealing with it...

Parents left tomorrow for 1 weeks. Meaning I'm stuck with my grandmother...Which can get annoying..I feel bad for being a mega douche to them last week..I can't wait till they come back..I'm goin to get so much stuff~!!..

I feel guilty for the last few days coz I was so cold blooded...

人生犹如长途旅行，不断有过客，人生有太多的变数，又有几个人，可以真心不变呢？人唯一可以依靠的，只有自己，自己才是命运的主宰……以下几句人生哲理我非常喜欢，细细品味，别有一番滋味哦！或许也会带给你有意外的收获和感悟。

1、能冲刷一切的除了眼泪，就是时间，以时间来推移感情，时间越长，冲突越淡，仿佛不断稀释的茶。

2、如果朋友让你生气，那说明你仍然在意他的友情。

3、快乐要有悲伤作陪，雨过应该就有天晴。如果雨后还是雨，如果忧伤之后还是忧伤．请让我们从容面对这离别之后的离别。微笑地去寻找一个不可能出现的你！

4、你出生的时候，你哭着，周围的人笑着；你逝去的时候，你笑着，而周围的人在哭！一切都是轮回!我们都在轮回中!

5、人生短短几十年，不要给自己留下了什么遗憾，想笑就笑，想哭就哭，该爱的时候就去爱，无谓压抑自己。

6、我不去想是否能够成功,既然选择了远方,便只顾风雨兼程；我不去想,身后会不会袭来寒风冷雨,既然目标是地平线,留给世界的只能是背影。

7、有人说“有些事情本身我们无法控制，只好控制自己。”

8、每个人都有潜在的能量，只是很容易:被习惯所掩盖，被时间所迷离,被惰性所消磨。

9、后悔是一种耗费精神的情绪。后悔是比损失更大的损失,比错误更大的错误。所以不要后悔。

10、我不知道我现在做的哪些是对的，那些是错的，而当我终于老死的时候我才知道这些。所以我现在所能做的就是尽力做好每一件事，然后等待着老死。

只不過`

只不過想有個人可以聆聽我`
只不過想有個人可以關心我`
只不過想有個人可以陪著我`

為什麼`

為什麼這世界不能簡簡單單`
為什麼得到過很快便要失去`
為什麼這個人我還未找得到`

何時`

我才不用在這個冷冷冰冰的網路世界
拼命敲著鍵盤說出沒有人理會的感受

何日`

我才找到重視我珍惜我的人
牽著我的雙手走以後的道路

何年`

我的人生才得已完整
擺脫過去的種種辛酸

u can speed it up.

u can slow it down.

u can even freezer a moment

but u can't rewind time.

u can't undo what is done...

Heartless

I hope u sleep well tonight thinkin that u tried your all...

Thinkin that by sayin

'Oh I'm sorry things r hectic'


'Oh I quit work,lets hang out,I miss u'....
1 time u try in 2 months...ONCE...Everytime it just appears that I want to never talk to u again... u want to reel me back in...Sorry,I don't take d cheese this time...u want to justify yourself..I tried so many times n all I get..OH I gotta go...

hahaha....

yeah....

I'm nt sorry

I'm nt sorry thr's ntg to say

Its time to chase my dreams

Everything is a competition.
WORK HARD PLAY HARD


No slacking...I wanna go other place!!!



I'll turn away from this place..Nt to run...Nt to hide..To realise my dream..

This world is ours for d taking..No use wasting it on d past...
D thing is..All that stuff does is hold u back...All those ppl do is hold u back so they can use u as a ladder for themselves...So y nt do d same to them...d thing is??..Pile d bodies high enough n u can climb over any wall...

Sit by d river long enough n watch d bodies of your enemies float past..


D thing is u nvr try u say v can be fren...Well u make d moves then..u initiate things...Dont justify your actions to make u feel better...Its so cowardly...Just hold urself accountable..Dont bullshit urself to sleep...

I admit it..I dont like alot of ppl for many reasons..n I hold ntg back..I cant trust them n I cant rely on them..SO what point in being fren..

accountability...Its so hard to find so hard to hold but its so fucking important!!. I'm sick of all this shit n all these ppl...


Work hard to do better.

Everything is a competition...Constantly strive to b better...SO u can watch those around u crumble when d time comes..N if thr r those that matter then of course u can save them...

Mayb think of it this way...When u walk alone...u have no need to watch your back coz thr is no one to stab u in d back...


u vindicate me...u nvr knw me..u think u did,of course u knw me well,but when I was with u that wasnt ME!!...It was a ghost of me...D thing is u could read me well...EVeryone close to me can read me well...I wear my heart on my sleeve.. But u didnt knw hw I think??...n hw unrealistic of u to say 'with u so close u would knw me by now'..Well u didn't knw me...Here is a thing which my mind keeps playing...


When somebody doesnt trust u,dont accuse them...

Instead,y don't u ask urself why they dont trust u?...


But u r too self centred to K..


We don't need to come back down n face what we've bcome...

u need to face what u r...I already knw what I am...I knw Im selfish,I knw I'm trouble...But u,all words n no meaning...Mayb its u who is Mo Liu!!!.Yeah fuck u NUT!!!

74day

Finally I realize That I'm ntg without u...

I always sit alone...

I never want to talk to ppl...

I feel lost n alone..

But Nvr Want d company of others..

I see hw they all look at me nw..

Like I'm a ghost...

Like I Barely Exist...

I regret ntg that happened..

I stop dreaming of u a long time ago...

But I still wake up thinkin of u...

Each Day I get stronger...

Each Day I become more cold...

I'm a burden to my family
Thats what I was told today.
I'm a useless shit
well... in that case mayb I shud just leave...Thr is alot of things to plan if I do...

Mayb its just for d better!..

I mean whats d point me being a fucking burden on my family
I shud jz disappear...

U knw what I hv ntg to prove to them anymore....
D only thing I hv is myself...I cnt rely on ppl...I cnt hope they will help coz in d end everyone lets u down...Everything disappoints...Whats d point in that??Expect ntg and never b disappointed...So does that apply to ppl as well...Hv ntg n never b disappointed....

I'm nt goin to rely on people...I'm nt goin to hope anymore...


I hv to b realistic...All I hv is what I do..So nw I hv to work hard...No choice or I hv no future at all...Cast away d shackles of ppl hold me bek...No more anger. ..Jz ntg..
I'm nt goin to b a ghost...An enigma mayb....