腦海裡全都是煩惱

煩得整個人提不起勁

看著電腦

眼淚不停的流出來

感覺自己多麼的窩囊

想好好放鬆

放鬆心情的方法全都試過

沒有用

同時

我的記憶被煩惱完全佔據

今天發生的事都大致上忘記了

我很窩囊

對不起

我發洩的地方就是這裡

說實話

愛情失敗的過程

愛情>感情>同情

我認為愛情與感情應該同時進行

如果愛情與感情都進行得順利,便不會有同情的出現

一段愛情不應該計較多與小

相方得到的快樂亦都無法用多與小形容

只能說有或沒有

談的戀愛有快樂就代表是愛情

談的戀愛沒有快樂就代表是同情

當然快樂的定義就是各位自定

從愛情中得到溫暖,人便不會迷茫

同時,不會再去想什麼值得或不值得

此時此刻

回想以往的戀愛

發現我自己是一個希望得到溫暖的人

可是我的對象中暫時都只有一個人令我曾經覺得溫暖

那天,妳就在我面前挽著他

那天的事,我現在還歷歷在目

可是看到妳跟他現在幸福

我就心滿意足,祝妳跟他以後幸福快樂

1. 女人在床上留的眼淚，比在任何一個地方多。 男人在床上說的謊話，也比任何一個地方多。

2. 愛情正是一個將一對陌生人變成情侶, 又將一對情侶變成陌生人的遊戲。

3. 愛一個人很難，放棄自己心愛的人更難。

4. 一個人最大的缺點不是自私、多情、 野蠻、 任性，而是偏執地愛一個不愛自己的人。

5. 一個承諾在最需要的時候沒有兌現，那就是出賣，以後再兌現，已經沒什麼意思了。

6. 我們放下尊嚴，放下個性，放下固執，都只是因為放不下一個人。

7. 有時候，我們愛著的，不是現實的那個人，而是回憶裡的他。

8. 愛情使人忘記時間，時間也使人忘記愛情。

9. 世上最遙遠的距離，不是生與死的距離，不是天各一方，而是我就站在你面前，你卻不知道我愛你。

10. 失望，有時候也是一種幸福，因為有所期待，所以才會失望，因為有愛， 才會有期待，所以縱使失望， 也是一種幸福，雖然這種幸福有點痛。

11. 世上最無法掩飾的，是你不愛一個人的時候的那種眼神。

12. 對於出現在自己所愛的男人身邊的任何一個女人，我們總是有許多聯想的。他會愛上她嗎？一生之中，我們重復著多少次這樣的憂慮？這些微小的妒忌，本來就是愛情的本質，也許是毫無根據，毫無道理的。

13. 喜歡一個人，是不會有痛苦的。愛一個人，才會有綿長的痛苦。當然，男人給女人的快樂，也是世上最大的快樂。

14. 愛對方多一點還是被對方愛多一點，從來不是我們選擇的。我們所嚮往的愛情，跟我們得到的，往往是兩回事。

15. 思念是苦的，假如你思念的那個人永遠不會愛上你。

16. 當一個女人不被一個男人所愛，她赤身露體，在他眼裏，不過是一堆血肉和骨頭。

17. 愛人是很卑微的，很卑微的，如果對方不愛你的話。

18. 一對男女之所以能夠成為佳偶，並不是因為他們完全一樣，而是他們能夠接受彼此的差異。

19. 我們害怕他會變心。我們害怕愛情會變。首先改變的往往不是一個人的心，而是他對事情的看法。想情人永不變心，你要不斷重新認識改變了的對方，重新欣賞改變了的對方。

20. 珍惜時間的人，很少會錯愛。我們的感情弄得一團糟，通常是因為我們喜歡浪費時間，百無聊賴，以為自己浪費得起。

21. 帶給你快樂的那個人，就是也能帶給你痛苦的人。

22. 如果沒法忘記他，就不要忘記好了。真正的忘記，是不需要努力的。

23. 只想找一個在我失意時，可以承受我的眼淚，在我快樂時，可以讓我咬一口的肩膊。

start

start - end

i love her she dont love me nvm is ok

fool me say she like me

bye

blowing me kisses

yeeh, I said,

this one for your stereo,

turn me up, turn me up, turn me up, turn it,

yeeh , yeeh,

i say say, this one for your stereo,

turn me up, turn me up, turn me up, turn it,

sexy ladies, this right here is yo song,

Hop inside yo car, and turn yo radio on,

Shout out sexy ladies,

this right here is yo song,

hop inside yo car, and turn yo radio on

She blowing me kisses, she blowing me kisses,

Im staring and reminiscing , thinking, dreaming,

she blowing me kisses, she blowing me kisses,

im staring and reminiscing , thinking, dreaming,

about us,

I can take you places, places,

you have never been,

Caribbean, feet in the sand,

i,i can take you around the world,

and you can be my girl,

and i can buy you pearls,

and you can tell your girlfriends,

how i put it down,

and its like a movie everytime i come around,

when im in yo city,man, i shove the town down,

tell the whole world, that im hot right now,

Shout out sexy ladies,

this right here is yo song,

hop inside yo car, and turn yo radio on

Shout out sexy ladies,

this right here is yo song,

hop inside yo car, and turn yo radio on

She blowing me kisses, she blowing me kisses,

Im staring and reminiscing , thinking, dreaming,

she blowing me kisses, she blowing me kisses,

im staring and reminiscing , thinking, dreaming,

about us,

Yeah, she like me,

I like her, yeah,

knew knew i woulda wifed her,

Who woulda thought that,

she woulda been like,

the other half of me, what a sight to see,

me and her traveling, all across the world,

i can be her man, she can be my girl,

turn her radio on, she kissing me thru the phone,

when i say that its on, when i show that its on,

Shout out sexy ladies,

this right here is yo song,

hop inside yo car, and turn yo radio on

Shout out sexy ladies,

this right here is yo song,

hop inside yo car, and turn yo radio on

She blowing me kisses, she blowing me kisses,

Im staring and reminiscing , thinking, dreaming,

she blowing me kisses, she blowing me kisses,

im staring and reminiscing , thinking, dreaming,

about us,

够钟

像我这样 成就或太牵强
而像你这样 每一位也心痒
清楚 你未暗示我 是我幻想
给我想太多 导致内伤
迷药快过 回复正常
够钟死心了
当你沉默得高调
当得我历劫低潮
为何尚要打扰
过几多通宵 至肯醒觉才愿退烧
爱不了 却偏走不了 别说笑
没有感受 灵魂被你拖走
缠在你左右 我乞讨等接收
风沙扑面我未怕 为你暴走
惊觉只有沙 没有绿洲
还是放弃 无谓献丑
够钟死心了
当你沉默得高调
当得我历劫低潮
为何尚要打扰
过几多通宵 至肯醒觉才愿退烧
爱不了 却偏走不了 没救了
一蹶不振的我从今起好应该自量
面对高贵漂亮的扮相
别妄想高攀得到金奖
何事落到这收场 枯死在你手上
风花月似戏一场 遗容任你瞻仰
壮观得夸张 你可会流着泪冥想
最终你 吐出这一句 别勉

I duno hw to handle u after...I duno.....

Although this is unforgettable experience...
i only can save in my heart...?
All gal and guy is selfish..
Nw a day i really understanding of this term!!
Ppl always said that in this society nt hv true love or only 1%...
In this way,i think this world nt hv true love again..right?
I hv blif ady...
But that is faults..

愛情就像二人三足的比賽

一開始要選擇你整場比賽的拍擋
若果選擇錯誤...可能會導致你受傷...繼而產生恐懼
就算成功給你找到你的另一半...
都要在漫漫長路中互相的配合...互相的支持跟鼓勵...
世間很多人找到了另一半....
但卻因少少的誤會...糾紛...磨擦...
經不起時間考驗而導致分手收場....

Fine Without u

u strangle me....I feel so constricted with u around...I feel like I can't breathe...I feel like I'm cursed...I've been fine without u...y can't u understand that...Do u really think that everything is just d same.??Its funy when u say u forgv everything I did...but can't understand y I dun forgv u...Ironic isn't it that even at d end u learn't ntg...





Leave me alone.



This is d end...i'm starting a new story, 1 WITHOUT U...n u knw what,I shud hv started this 1 a long time ago...Coz when I think about it, I oways did like some1 else even b4 u came along...So this is d end...NO MORE FUCKING WORDS

开不了口

才离开没多久就开始 担心今天的你过得好不好
整个画面是你 想你想的睡不着
嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样 还有在你身上香香的味道
我的快乐是你 想你想的都会笑
没有你在我有多难熬(没有你在我有多难熬多烦恼)
没有你烦我有多烦恼(没有你烦我有多烦恼多难熬)
穿过云层 我试着努力向你奔跑
爱才送到 你却已在别人怀抱
就是开不了口 让她知道
我一定会呵护着你 也逗你笑
你对我有多重要 我后悔没 让你知道
安静的听你撒娇 看你睡着 一直到老
就是开不了口 让她知道
就是那么简单几句 我办不到
整颗心悬在半空 我只能够 远远看着
这些我都做得到 但那个人已经不是我

SORRY I WAS LOST...I'M SO SAD..I DUNO WHAT SHOULD I DO..

SORRY I NO REPLY U..MY WRONG..IS TIME 2 SAY GUD8..

DID D PERSON U LIKE IS ME??

UR ANS:YA

BUT 4 ME?? I DUN THINK SO..

HMMPH,MAYB U LIKE D PERSON NT ME..

I DUN1 HOPE ANYMORE..

I 1 SPEND MY TIME DO MY THING..

SORRY..

I DUN1 THINK ANYMORE..

I JUST CAN SMOKE,DRINK BIR..N DO MANY EXERCISE..

MAKE MYSELF BUSY...

SIGHH!!I DUNO WAT IM CRAP NW..

AT LEAST I KNW WAT IM DOIN..

TEAR JZ ONLY FOOL 4 ME..

I CANT...

actually chance could b earned or could b ruined by self...2 me, i always let it go agn n agn...i lost myself ady....i can't handle this any longer...i decide to close my door again!!... i am tired n i can't take this anymore...it's too much for me..i admit that i totally lose..avi pain i suffered coz me hard breath n headache...

i do need a help right nw...
tell me???!

i doubt 1 thing suddenly..
should i ...give up???
plz reconsider ur options,thr r always hv a way???
i can't fight this anymore n i just standing on an edge...

i was wrong...totally wrong...
it's nt that simple that i thought b4...
and i can't pay for this....
tell me something good pal.
i left so much in d paz n what do i gain nw???

i need some space ...plus alcohol...

別笑我 我犯賤 被嫌棄 也像蜜甜 別勸我
我自願 下來這條賊船
別理我 我犯賤 被磨折 也是自然 別救我
我自願 並無怨言

你那樣無理 卻最具人氣 我喪盡理智愛你
都只得到跟尾
你接近完美 我接近麻痺 我要用最痛那裡
領教你的真理 　



我看你也極面善 像鏡子 放面前

對不起, 我不懂得愛人`
因為在我小時候父母已經分開`
什麼叫婚姻什麼叫相處我不知道`
而且在成長的階段裡沒有人愛護過我`

對不起, 也許我真的不懂關心別人`
因為大部分我傷心垂頭時候, 沒有人去關心我`
也遇過很多人` 愈關心他們反而愈不當我是一回事`

對不起, 我不是變得太快`
只是很多時候我只用開朗的一面去對著大部分的人`
因為人們總是不喜歡找常常垂頭喪氣軟弱懦弱的人`
然而當你看到我另一面` 不要厭棄我, 我一直都是這樣...





最近發現身邊有很多人簡直都不是人`

他們是天使*

在我最失意最孤苦的時候出現`陪伴我`安慰我...

即使未來的日子或下一秒我仍要在痛苦中生存`

但這一刻我很欣慰很感激` 所有愛護我的人`

Plans

Leave me alone.....


It seems that some ppl always disappoint us...
Thr is forever a time when v r let down...
Ntg is wrong, but it feels like things r...
And all this shit that ppl r thr is fucking getting to me....
d truth is,ppl aren't thr...I wasn't thr when R needed me....
And I regret it...
But u knw what thr is some things that nid to b sorted out themselves....
Humanity is a cancer....

可以給我簡單一點嗎???

事非,是非

始終答案不一定是你或妳了解的

根本最了解的就是本身

表面的,別人口中得知的

就代表事實的全部????

膚淺的你和妳

覺得羞恥嗎???

角色倒轉,難受嗎???



我不介意旁人不了解我便說三道四

我習慣了

但給一點小小尊重

請不要影響我的生活

懂我的人,便明白我到底是什麼一回事

朋友？還是路人？

有時,有一樣東西也是種傷害.....

殘忍的人,選擇傷害別人;

善良的人,選擇傷害自己....

笑,並不意味著我快樂...

苦,並不代表我屈服;

看的淡一點....傷的就會少一點....時間過了....淡了...也就會自動自覺的走了!!!

時間,讓深的東西越來越深,讓淺的東西越來越淺....

上帝問:苦嗎???我說不苦,上帝於是給予我一段緣,得到是我的幸運...但,由不得我說;

前世的1000次回眸才換來今生的一次擦肩而過...

我寧願用來世的一次擦肩而過來換得今生的500次回眸!!!

我笑,全世界都跟著我笑;我哭,全世界只有我一個人哭....

孤獨,不一定不快樂;

得到,不一定能長久;

失去不一定不再擁有....

可能因為某個理由而傷心難過.....

但,卻很難找個理由讓自己快樂;

不用等待的人...永遠不會懂得等待的感覺!!

我們真的要過了很久很久...才能夠明白...自己真正懷念的....到底是怎樣的人>>怎樣的事...

什麼事情都會習慣的..就拿別離和思念來說;

愛與被愛...不一定成正比例;

在對的時間..遇見對的人...是一種幸福...

在對的時間...遇見錯的人...是一種悲傷....

在錯的時間...遇見對的人...是一聲嘆息...

在錯的時間...遇見錯的人...是一種無奈..

也許是因為年齡,也許是因為累了...

到現在為止,我真的很想問問你????

喂喂!!朋友的你到底算什麼??

人生總有高低起跌.....
盡管你是什麼人,都一樣有起有跌...
今天的我,什麼都沒有了....)=
我試著滿足表面的所有...
可是都不能滿足心靈上的.......
現在一個人瑟縮在床邊的一角...
哭著,苦惱著,思考著....
我嘗試把自己做到最好!!!...
可是我的角色都只是一個副角....
但不甘心的我,最了得的就是打不死...

I dun k whr v go..Bcoz i love u

愛情不是單方面的
誰明白????


我很傷,傷透頂了......

Chase This Light.

I'm rather irritated by someone...No its not my ex...Don't worry...Its other mega douches...I just don't get it...Hv ppl lost d ability to take hints nw or what...?Seriously,everyday all I get is..

hey!!whassup??

Fuck man,I hv ntg to say to u n its pretty obvious our conversations go nwhere...So just leave me d fuck alone...Its so irritating ppl like u,especially after that time when I was doing that online test n u decide that me telling u to shut the fuck up only applies to u talking to me...Get fucking real,some dickheads hv ntg better to do with their time or what???n u think its just me getting pissed???Oh man I'm nt d only one...FUCK...Getting majorly irritated...I don't even knw why I made fren with u,I've made fren with cunts like u in d past n it doesn't end well...Its gonna b 1 of d same...Fuck some ppl just piss me off...TAKE A FUCKIGN HINT...n that girl your chasing,no fuckign wonder she is so cold,coz u r so fucking irritating..I dono...whatever,,I hope u get hit by a bus...Wow, feel much better

haha

But just for fun,I'm gonna set a trap, n I'll argue for d sake of arguing...Coz v all knw its fun...

Silence

Run away n nvr return...



Do what u do best n gv up....I'll watch as 1 day u regret it...But this time....I'm nt goin to waver or bek down...No nt this time...Coz u will b dead to me...Everything abt u will b removed...Every piece... n if I see u, I'll look straight into your eyes...But I wont say hi, no not this time, cause I wont feel guilty...I wont hv any reason to b ashamed...I won't regret...

Do what u want infront of me, hold who ever tighter, grip their hand kiss them deep...I knw they wont k as much as I did...That each time u will get just enough to survive but u will live a wretched half life....Always pondering d question of what if....

Come to your senses, come knocking to my door...Bang at my window at 5am...But I'm nt thr anymore...But a distant memory no more...Just a shadow d dark figure in d nite...But no, u r nt real, nt to me....u're dead to me...I won't regret...

What were we hoping for???

V Promised d world v'd tame it, What were v hoping for...?



I just dun get y some ppl insist on making life complicating...Just some ppl r so damn selfish...They dun think that others hv their own life n that ppl just want to do what they want by themselves...y can't A Just hv left me alone...Things v're so gud nw they r all annoying, I feel d sense of irritation rising n its so hard to keep my anger in check these days...Nt just that, some dumb shits r absolutly pissing me off...I mean its plainly obvious that I dun1 to talk to u so much if i Just ignore u all d time right...But bek to that later...


I just wish that A had hv left me alone...Let d sleeping dogs lie...Nw its too far ahead, n I'm nt sure that being fren will work, its like she will always b watching my bek n I dun mean in d way that is helpful...Its d I'm keeping an eye on d other girls in ur life so I can pick them off 1 by 1...I mean in theory its a nice thing to say that there is a girl waiting around for me, but the more I think abt it d more I realize that its nt worth my while....I dun knw hw I feel abt her at all....d thing is I dun feel as much or any of d spark anymore...Can it come bek...? I dun knw...But I dun1 this to b a problem...

Cast away d shackles that hold ur feet to d ground...

No 1 will hold me back in this lifetime....These days r fucking mine...Yes I knw I say that in every entry n thats hw things hv been goin lately..I'm nt gonna let them all push me around with their whims n fancy...I'm nt like d others as A found out, n if they think that I need to prove myself....Well I'm nt so sure.. I know more in the past 3 months abt myself...I knw what I'm nt n I knw more abt what I hv to do....Yeah I'm nt d nicest person this side of d world...But I'm nt some ruthless fuck either....Thr is always a chance to bide my turn n its only with trust that d poison is fed with d spoon...


Some ppl need to calm the fuck down these days...Thr is this friend, everytime on MSN hes like DUDE, or hey....n if I dun reply its like - 'u thr'.... Fuck its nt like thr is anything to talk abt anyway...n iono y he just doesnt go disturb other friends...I mean if I say B BEK LTR n I dun reply then obviously IM NT BEK YET...FML FML FML....Thats d thing, I make fren with such irritating ppl sometimes....It fucking sucks...If thr is some1 I 1 to talk to then I'll talk to them, n thr isn't anything new to talk abt....All he freaking says is - Oh I 1 that girl, this girl is a cold chick....Rah rah rah, its all crap n I'm so bored talking to them...n when I say play it cool to him, he doesnt understand that its with every1....Whats more, when that douche was tired all he did was sit thr n talk crap b4 he went home, y cant he just go home then, its not like he has to wait around if hes bored and tired....FUCK, I did crack d shits when he didn't shut the fuck up when I was doin a test, I was so close to freaking throwing my laptop at him, et he doesnt take d hint that yeah maybe he does irritate the fuck thru me....

Thr r others too...n its just riddiculus... Some ppl think that their trivial things r so important.....n like they think they r so gud with that they dun need to do things...I won't name names, but its just riddiculus, n Yeah I had a fucking angry fit at them as well as my freaking printer when it all screwed up....So disappointing some ppl, I dun think that they realize when they get a 2nd chance they aren't supposed to fuck it up...I'm happy with life....Just annoyed by d ppl in it...Yes I knw I'm back to all this bitching....






I'm pissed n I think this week I hv to annoint 3 5 FUCK WITS.

A

Dumb bitch who pissed me off last week

Dumb ass who won't leave me alone



laters

I Will Live This life n every life without any regrets....

I will nt look back at this decision in d future n regret....

As D said, its better for feel guilty than to feel used...

She had her chance long ago, nw its time to invest my time into d people that matter...

What do u want me to say???That I miss u too??Coz really I don't...Thr is nothing left from me, n thr nvr will b...Our lives changed paths long ago, n thats just hw it is...d world is harsh, just grow up...u live your life your way n I'll live mine my way...I don't k if I'm wrong, coz by me, I knw that I am doin everything right...Thr is no good guy or bad guy in this...No winner or loser... v both lost n gained at some point..But with each passing instance with each passing moment I knw i gain more self respect...It makes me stronger...It vindicates me...I don't need some1 like u in my life...Thats y things hv been so good lately...Thats y I nvr call...Thats y I nvr reply...u'r long dead to me, n my life is so much richer...Don't open up old wounds, just let is all pass n move on with your life...Don't justify urself n say that u r doin d right thing, coz u'r nt...

What u r???

I knw what u r...I knw what u r tryin to do...To justify 1 self with frivolous actions..That makes me fucking SICK..'I thought v were all gud' Yeah.... I lie...I hv ntg to say to u...v aren't gud coz I just don't want to talk to u anymore...Is it anymore obvious...Of course I blocked u...I deleted your number...Hell u think u r so important that I 1 to keep a track of u..And here IS A FUCKING HINT...Stay away frm my facebook...Its just annoying when I didn't add u as a fren...Surely that means u HV NO FUCKING right to talk to me on thr...I forgot to chg my settings but so what...What makes u think I give an ass abt u or ur fucking life...u burned d final piece of d bridge last time by say 'oh b4 u hear it from other ppl'...In what world do I want to knw d details...If u wanna rub it in then go ahead...Whatever...I stopped needing shit like u in my life a long time ago...Yeah when I was talking abt casting away d shackles I mean't u...u held me back. I dont want that EVER AGAIN...I dun1 to see u...I dun1 to hear from u...I don't want anything frm u after I get my things bek...Yeah, I'll get them bek...Doesn't mean I'm goin to go see u...haha
Don't kid urself and don't make me into the bad guy to justify urself...u tried too late...u left it to the last 2nd when u thought I was goin to leave u called me...Thats why I ignore d texts...n I've been gone a long time ago...I closed the fucking door and if u come knocking no 1 is home...

一个人要走多远

历经多少沧桑才会累

什么地方才是家

为了谁才留下

一个人要想多久

历经多少挫折才会懂

不再轻易掉眼泪

不再轻易说今生无悔,无怨

用一生做试验

为谁放弃一切

我不再是我

谁又是谁

别问我的伤

别问我的痛

别问我的心中是否在流血

别问我是否心已碎

别问酒逢故人醉不醉

别问我的苦

别问我的悲

别问我的流浪是否很疲惫

别问我是否还有泪

别问魂萦旧梦对不对

也别问我会不会

THIS LYRIC SO SUITABLE FOR ME***

I WILL B LESS ON..

BYE

对你的爱越深就越来越心痛

总想留住你匆匆的身影

让我能有此刻的安宁

明知我的梦像那飘忽的风

却把我的心托付在梦中

总想留住你回眸的笑容

遮住我心忧伤的阴影

明知你的心再也看不懂

却宁愿相信你痴痴等

总想拥有自己的天空

却无奈流逝太多的青春

明知你的心再也看不懂

却宁愿相信你痴痴等

对你的爱越深就越来越心痛

留住你的人留不住你的心

梦中的你何时能回头

给我一个温暖的背影

好撚憎啊！

點撚算啊？

仆撚街啦！

屌撚你啊！

咁撚多女唔撚煩.你系都要搞距！

你系咪癡撚線咖？

點解你要咁做咧？。。想點樣啊？

做仔做到你咁撚仆街..

仆街，就系你條撚樣搞到我無心溫書啊！

屌你老母臭系！

你煩夠就收皮拉！仆街，人系有容忍度咖！

你個仆街我真系好撚想屌獲你.

無計噶喺...我唔可以咁做

你試下俾我見到你一面啊。

將對你狗眼打爆距..含家產啊！！

妖！！！！

I can't ply it cool...Nt with u...With other girls I cant chat smooth or nt at all...But with u it's so different...Thr is something abt u...I just I feel nervous around u,nt out of fear or worry...I try my best to do something funny or sound cool but somehow I always end up doin something stupid...Epic fail huh? Don't get me started abt d times I day dream abt u..When goins duno which shopping i see u in elevator n i goin 2 crush on u...I hv a random smile and the weird looking gals thinks I'm checking her out n i rmb that v play X-box...But I hv to say worst of all, I hate the geeky voice I somehow always hv when I talk to u...but i cnt ply it cool at all...bcoz i @#$...No matter hw hard I try to sound normal I just sound so riddiculus that I'm sure u laugh as much at my lame jokes as my voice...(just dream..sigh!!)

With u..I can't control myself,every moment is so precious to me.

But d thing that most gets me...





Do u wanna come over
- n kill some time
Do u wanna come over
- n kill some time
Do u wanna come over
- n kill some time...

丘世翔!!...



你憑什麼可以得到你想要的東西??



你有努力過嗎?..



你有嘗試過嗎??



你知道為什麼每次都總是失敗嗎?



你認為自己真的很慘嗎??



上一次的經歷你還覺得不夠嗎??



到今天你有改變過嗎??




我真的受夠了.....



我真的盲目了.....



結果總是一樣的....



為何我還要有期望?



原來一直都只是我自欺欺人....

人最害怕的是什麼?
是孤獨,是煩惱,還是死亡?
如果時間能回到過去的一星期
我會作一個什麼的決定
我真的不能回答
心情真的很低沉
一時之間好像分不清所有
是對還是錯
我想到一個地方找尋答案
現在...就出發

你真系？？

你要我做我什么都可以
你叫我左我哪敢往右Oh
你要我改我完全都听你
这样好过
我要你做你什么都不想
我叫你左你偏偏往右Oh No
我要你改你什么都不爽
这样怎么过Oh
现在我发现
我们就是这样哎啊
你到底要什么
我现在不管
不然你要我怎么
我们以前有多好
爱你爱我爱到老
但是现在关系变得好可笑Oh No
不是我神经太大条
不是你爱发牢骚
怎么结果会变成这样Oh
不然你要我
要我怎么样
你要的是怎样是怎样

Cold is ntg,

Cold is just a feeling,

Cold is a reminder

Cold tells u huddle up,stick together

Cold says its time to rest,time to shelter,time to eat,

Cold will make u a blanket from leaves,

Cold helps u build a fire,

Cold makes u see d power of a cup of tea,

Cold is sent to test u.

V Will Roam These Satanic Hills

When d darkness comes v knw to lift d fires...d demons roam d hills seeking what v hold dear...V cower in fear till V realize that d demons are not inf act the poison v fear... But in fact D demons r our essence... Our true underlying being...V put so much emphasis on acting morally correct yet v always turn around and do what v swear ourselves against...I guess thats what I've always hated... Those ppl that sit on their high horse n parade in self righteousness...Proclaiming that they nvr do things and they stand up for what is right...But everyone knw when they look closely that these ppl r just as full of shit as the rest of us. Is it so hard to accept that none of us truly hold ourselves accountable for our actions...That v r not willing to sacrifice ourselves for anything other than personal gain...I admit I'm guilty...I've always been guilty...

d days r getting shorter n it feels like my head is getting heavier...I don't knw what is going thru my mind anymore...It feels clogged up it feels unsure it feels... I just don't knw myself some days. Maybe my fringe is getting too long and its just clogging up my mind...But it feels like d cold has an extra bite which is cutting deeper that I imagined it could...D flux is so crazy these days,my mind is just awash with this feeling of being down trodden...Not suppressed as such but as if a fog has overcome me...Mayb its just d season...My mental clock is resetting itself, back to basic really...I don't even knw what I'm writing anymore...

I just I hate winter for d feeling...I love it for d sleeping...I love it for d colour...I love it for d lights...I hate summer for d feeling...I hate it for the sleeping...I love it for d ppl...I hate it for everything else...Mayb its just this country is not suited to me...Mayb I should just go away n disappear for a few years till the day I am forgotten then return in a haze...Of course everyone forgets me..u think I don't remember each of u...I watched u walk past for many years nt knowing if u knew me or nt...Or ignoring when d sense of me came about...d thing is I see everyone,much b4 they see me... Thats why if I dislike u I can disappear...u think I haven't seen A in awhile...But I hve,of course I leave b4 she gets her chance to see me...I'm not ashamed to say I hv ntg left to say to her...I couldn't care less for my belongings anymore...I couldn't care less for d ppl in between who v were all frens with...d truth is I never cared for d ppl in between...They were a means to an end..

I don't even knw what my mood is right nw. A mixture of angst.... Hate.... Worry?

Who's goin to watch u die

Hv u ever had 1 of those days when ntg monumental happens,n u just feel alone... I love these cold days in some ways,walking alone thru d streets allows me to gather my thoughts....Watching d ebb n flow of d ppl...Feeling d wind on my fingertips,d lights burning my eyes...It seems that v are on our separate paths nw...As with many things in life,they don't stay d same...Whr v once were fren nw it seems v are in an uneasy truce...V see each other on d street but v ignore each other...v look at each other knowing n remembering but d past means ntg...D sun once shone on the both of us,nw it is as if V r poles apart.

There remains for us but a lifetime to cry

V find solace in the glow our cigarette tips...Peace in the bottom of our bottle,but d sorrow which inhibits us all cannot b suppressed for long...Like a drone in the back of our ears it is always thr...Waiting for our moment of weakness...Waiting for...Waiting for us to realize that everything v hold dear means nth in d end...When they ask if I'm happy,of course v answer yes...But in fact it is at that moment when v r winning that uneasy truce.

A little Bit Lost A little Bit Empty

A little Bit Lonely A little Bit Isolated

A little Bit Cold Here A little Bit Cold

A little Bit Fearful A little Bit Hopeful

人大了,誰人沒有壓力呢 ?

盡管你是一個什麼身份地位的人

都一定有你應有的壓力

壓力之大

可以令人緊張,落淚,崩潰,嚴重的甚至尋死

雖說我已經找不到舒緩壓力的方法

可是壓力仍然在推使我前進

PEACE

They hide in blood and bone...d feelings that we wish to suppress d emotions we wish would nvr b felt...Deep inside where on d surface they seem hidden..but with a touch or a glance,they all burst out like d breaking of a thousand dams...But its these things which make us who we are...Why turn away from d things which can b used to make us strong...To steel us for d coming battle...

Maybe it is dangerous to think in such a way. To turn what we once held dear into a weapon...into our courage...But maybe, just mayb it will get u thru another day...Get u closer to that day when all will b right an...

想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊

不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明

好想要回到我们的原点

你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰

我又在摇头 有那么点后悔

爱情的发展已难以回头 却无法往前走

但身不由己出现在胸口

两颗心能塞几个问号

爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽 带走我的心跳

你的温柔如此靠近 带走我的心跳

逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒

等着哪一天你也想起

那悬在记忆中的美好

想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊

不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明

好想要回到我们的原点

但身不由己出现在胸口

两颗心能塞几个问号

爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽 带走我的心跳

你的温柔如此靠近 带走我的心跳

逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒

等着哪一天你也想起

那悬在记忆中的美好

你的眼神充满美丽 带走我的心跳

你的温柔如此靠近 带走我的心跳

逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒

等着哪一天你也想起

那悬在记忆中的美好